A very random, all over the place post.

I'm so ready for a break! Is it Thanksgiving yet? I'm actually doing okay, but I miss my family and it feels like its been forever since I've seen them. Or talked to them for that matter. Maybe I just need to get used to not being in constant communication with my family like I used to be. It's hard getting used to though.

I've been putting in job applications everywhere they hire CNAs, with no luck so far. If that doesn't work out, I'm going to have to join the hordes of other students looking for entry level, minimum wage jobs. CNAs don't make amazing amounts of money, but it's more than minimum wage, and they usually like need people who can work afternoons and nights just as much as people who can work mornings. I hoping and praying that something comes along soon, because I don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't.

Classes are going well, but I think I'm having a hard time getting motivated to go. I think it's because we're almost to the middle of the semester and things have become a little more routine. I'm not looking forward to finals though, December really isn't as far away as I think it is. It'll be October on Friday!!!!!! I'm going home in October the weekend before Curt's bday, though sadly since his birthday is in the middle of the week I can't be there on the actual day. I can't believe he's going to be 17. I also can't believe he's a junior in high school. I really can't believe that I'll be going to his high school graduation within the next two years, I just barely graduate. That's the way it's always been with Curtis and I though. We're so close in age that whatever big, growing up, life changing event I go through, he's usually not far behind. I wonder how my dad will like it when we're both out of the house. Seems weird to think that he once Curt is gone, there aren't any more kids to hang around.

And if Curt gets older, then that means I definitely get older. It's going to be so weird turning 19 in February, that just seems old to me for some reason. It's also weird hearing guys I went to high school with talk about their mission papers, and mission farewells. It just doesn't seem like we're really old enough yet to be thinking about those kinds of things. I dunno, time just seems to be whizzing by.